the beauty of it, of christine being who she is, is i can tell her to disappear for a while and she can. i told her not to tell me where she goes. it's for her own good - for clara's owm good. just until this all blows over. maybe i can figure it out in a couple of days, even. i just don't want her to get hurt or. i'd fucking kill myself, and i ( Read more... )

i know what i need.

need a fucking ark over here ( Read more... )

( just so people know - i'm now at sparkpiugtattoo instead of experimentalhair as far as aim goes. )

why do i still miss her so bad sometimes? it's been years. sometimes though, there's just this ache, and--

i haven't talked to her since the last time she called me around christmas. why would i? it's not like--

like a fucking hole in my heart. i dont understand.

well i'm so sad tonight
and the words won't come out right
it's been a long day on the track
and its stamina that i lack

so won't you run to me tonight
tonight we could pretend that we're just lovers
but i'll only ever be
a middle distance runner

well my heart is beating hardand i'm off with a shot at the start ( Read more... )

okay, i don't know where to start, so ( Read more... )

i don't really need to see
so i don't need to see so i'll paint
i don't know - i'll paint it black
i don't need to see
i don't see how you see out of your window
i don't need to see - i'll paint mine black
i don't need to see
i don't see how you see out of your window
i don't need to see - i'll paint mine black

i don't know me and you don't know ( Read more... )

should i not have done it? should i just have let it go? pretended like i didn't know? ignorance is bliss, right? maybe i shouldn't have--

and for most people, i probably wouldn't have said anything. it isn't my business, and i can stay out of shit that's not mine. i've done it before. i do it all the time ( Read more... )

old yellow bricks ( Read more... )