Why'd I have to go and ruin it all?
Every time I think I have a chance with someone I never do, I just wish these feelings
were mutual. I've never felt the need for someone as much as I need you.
You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, your smile, your face, seriously
you are meant for me. I can feel it I really can. You told me how you felt ( Read more... )

Jeremy and I are over, 2 1/2 months in counting and I ended it. Why did I do it? I had so many reasons, life is just way to much for me to handle in the first and then to have to deal with him too; it was all just to much. I'm so much happier now that we're not together, it's not that I don't love the kid I'm just not IN love with him.

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        Life lately is the most confusing thing ever.  All my emotions are mixed up and it really isn't working well. I want to just be fully happy with my life but that seems like a hard goal. I'm losing all my friends to boys and other friends that are more suitable for them. I feel like I have no one anymore, it sucks rather much. On the bright ( Read more... )

          I think I've became something I always thought I would never become. And the thing about it is, I like it. For some weird reason I'm really liking the person I am today. I have no worries or regrets, everything I do makes me a better person in life. I have a romance that I never dreamed of. My family is a whole different story, my moms ( Read more... )

I think I'll start using this journal more often, I like having a place to let it all out.

I'm alexx, and yes I'm a girl. I'm young and living the life.


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