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I think I've became something I always thought I would never become. And the thing about it is, I like it. For some weird reason I'm really liking the person I am today. I have no worries or regrets, everything I do makes me a better person in life. I have a romance that I never dreamed of. My family is a whole different story, my moms moodier than ever and it makes me so angry. All I want is for her to just listen and understand; now she has her boyfriend to keep her happy, and I'm just pushed aside. My "friends" are doing fine, although they say rude things to me all the time and never seem to notice.
On the bright side I have a wonderful boy who makes me happier than I ever imagined. I hope it works out between us, I can't take the pain of another worthless relationship. My mind tells me I shouldn't worry but my heart is telling me a whole different story.