Today yet another horrible day to add to the books, i would love to kill my boss ( Read more... )

idk wat to think anymore i really do have a feeling that she still loves him more than ever and misses him.... i feel all alone and worthless like for instance tonight i lay there in bed she comes in and lays down of course furthest aways from me and it hurts... then next she pulls all the blankets off of me and puts another blanket in between us ( Read more... )

idk wat to think right now bc i came across a note and it kinda makes me feel like a rebound.... i approached that certain person today and still refuses to talk about it. idk wat to feel jus lost and hurt bc there is no explanation for the letter... i dont think i was suppose to come across it but i still did and i jus broke more or less shattered ( Read more... )

hey ppl hows life going!!! ihavent been on in a few years by the looks of it!!!! sooo ya life sux like always but im doin ok i guess... the gf hates me and the also the world soooooo ya keep it real ttyl.

Today went fairly well actually yesterday at this point in time but anyways.... met some new people and it was interesting to hangout for the first time even tho it started to get weird but hell i am weird. started out the day jus hiking the mt side then getting a bad call in which i could kill some people went to work got burnt some more out on ( Read more... )

I cry myself to sleep because it's the only thing I can do right ( Read more... )

Its good to be back on my LJ its been a looooooonnnnngggg aaassss time since then even tho i try to move on from this site it always pops back up... i was jus sitting here play CS then it popped in my head hey i have and LJ and i should check it out lol!! but yea alot of ppl dont use this site anymore bc of myspace or facebook and all they do is ( Read more... )

i hate life like usual.... i feel like i dont belong im urging for escape and here is all i got in my mind the person im think is no one i know ( Read more... )

Behind a mask ( Read more... )

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