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idk wat to think anymore i really do have a feeling that she still loves him more than ever and misses him.... i feel all alone and worthless like for instance tonight i lay there in bed she comes in and lays down of course furthest aways from me and it hurts... then next she pulls all the blankets off of me and puts another blanket in between us as a barrier... i kno she has some problems and i try to be there but it doesnt get through to her... im serverly hurt and i dont kno y i put up with this and take all this pain in... the funny thing is i would do anything for her and yet i get nothing in return.... sex is meaningless she cant even look at me in my eye with compassion nor open them... she thinks i judge her on a daily bases but i dont she does that to herself enough .... i think we need a break from each other i fall deeper and deeper into sadness and i might not escape it without feeling physical pain... im sorry i might be breaking a promise to many but i can say that the promised was lost long ago when everyone faded away from me...