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[evildisco]

wow, I just spent a good hour reading through old lj entries. I wrote some FUNNY ass posts back in 2005, a lot of them I'm like, how the hell did I come up with that?? now i'm just a lot crankier. Made me miss a lot of my old friends. Most of who I drank with back then and were so close too are all married or recovering alcoholics, so getting back

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[websofsilk]

Wow. This is the most depressing Russ entry I have ever read. :(

[evildisco]

haha sorry, when I get nostalgic I REALLY get nostalgic! I'm better today. I think the thing that got to me most were comments from my friend Felisha who was dating one of my best friends at the time, Phil. Kept seeing comments about how she was saying he missed me and I should come visit. I would sometimes, but then I wouldn't see him for a long time. And then we'd get together and it would be like we just saw each other yesterday. Then he died of cancer, WAY too young. And I fucking miss him, and wish I had taken the time to see him more :(

[websofsilk]

Oh no, that sucks. :( I think I have heard you mention him before actually. -hugs-