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Good Friday
I've learned that no matter what you say, that you can't live without this person or that thing you hold so dear-- you always will. Whatever happens, you'll be fighting. You'll wake up one day and realize it's been months or years since you last saw the person and you're okay. You look around you and see the people who have laughed and cried ( Read more... ) -
Consideration
There are two elements that go to the composition of friendship, each so sovereign that I can detect no superiority in either, no reason why either should be first named. One is Truth. A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere. Before him I may think aloud. I am arrived at last in the presence of a man so real and equal, that I may drop even ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts
I said some things this morning. And it would be hypocritical if I didn't find the courage to accept my feelings with humility and respect. I saw him there smiling, but in pain. I felt it in my chest and I knew how it felt, just a little bit. Pain is like a toothache. We can never truly relate to each other's pain but we know how it can be. ( Read more... ) -
Sunbeam
There were three girls who started choosing names for themselves. One chose the star and she is the star. Two chose the moon, but only one could be the moon. Someone had to be the sun, it's just how things were supposed to go. Neither wanted to be the sun, and both were bent on being the moon. But then... very quickly, the third girl said, Oh ( Read more... ) -
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This
Is the day I fully realize that you don't give a damn.
My God. It's such an effort to be good and sensible. My God I fucking hate you right now for your selfishness and cowardice. You won't ever pull the wool over my eyes again you slimy bastard.
The moon is humongous. Good times, insane times. May you live forever. This is more than mere bitterness ( Read more... ) -
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Happy Anniversary, Marj and Sheryl Lim. :D
Today I learned a couple of things: I am a happy girl who likes to do exciting things. I love the way the world opens up to a new day: With the sun peeking through the clouds on gray mornings and the sun doing a conga across the earth on clear blue sky. Yeah, that made a whole lot of sense. Well ( Read more... ) -
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Life has become too wrong to say the right words. -
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It was morning
I caught your eyes on me, thinking
You were off somewhere
His mind, elsewhere
But eyes on me
(I give in for a moment
imagine that it's me
maybe you see me)
He blinks, as if realizing
Then he smiles, oh hey
Inside, it clenches
My heart, so painfully
Oh hey, I say
It's how it is,
(In cases such as me)
A boy looks,
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I'm crying now, as I sit on this desk. I'm not okay and... as I read the closing paragraph of an email from a friend, I started to cry.
Did I ever tell you, Marj? That I only learned to love the sky because you always oogled at it? :) That was one of your best gifts ever. :) So whenever you have the chance, Marj-o-Fluff, take a peek. ( Read more... )