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Happy Anniversary, Marj and Sheryl Lim. :D
Today I learned a couple of things: I am a happy girl who likes to do exciting things. I love the way the world opens up to a new day: With the sun peeking through the clouds on gray mornings and the sun doing a conga across the earth on clear blue sky. Yeah, that made a whole lot of sense. Well mostly, to me.
Today I learned that Eastwood is a very romantic place to visit. I realized that I love hanging out with outrageous boys and intellectual girls. Maybe I should also try hanging out with boys of the more intellectual sort and girls of the more outrageous sort.
Today I learned that wedges are comfortable and maybe they can look good with jeans.
Today I learned that I'm not taking care of myself properly. So for LENT I want to give up the things that taste so damn good but are really bad for me.
Today I learned that I love you still. I think of you a lot and it's like there are bursts of color inside my chest. I love you I love you I love you. What more is there to say? I love you with all my heart. And it's the kind of love that makes a girl dream of better things: Better days and even better moments. Long kisses under the rain and nights cuddled up together in the couch learning how to kiss each other. Watching fireflies wink in and out in the darkness, staying quiet and staring up at the sky. There's so much I'd like to share with you because I believe that we'd experience things tenfold when we're together. I'd like to fight over books with you, argue about this character and that line, did it fit does it rhyme, should it even be considered a classic?
Today I learned that if you stop believing in yourself you'll fall down, end up shaking your head and find yourself left on the other side, away from everyone. There are a lot of times when being in the spotlight isn't a good thing. But even if you're not happy anymore, even when you're uninspired... Never forget to fight the good fight because believe me, you'll regret it more if you give up.
Today I learned that I'll always love the boys I fell in love with. Each of them were so real to me that it still hurts when I think of them. But I now know that some things are not meant to be and some things are. It's an equal share of somes and mosts I think, especially when it comes to our lives.
Today I learned that there will be good days and bad days. What's most important is how you handle your bad days. Trust that bad days are good days in disarray. You just have to take a deep breath, step back and look at the big picture. Then, as gently as a woman doing crochet, untangle the knots and string it back together again.
Today I realized that I'd rather "speak now" than never. I will write my thoughts to you without shame or remorse. I'm not afraid of loving you. I'm not afraid of loving other people and I'm not apprehensive about getting hurt. Don't get me wrong, I don't want to hurt anymore. But I can't find my way if I'm not willing to get hurt at some point. Whenever you put yourself out there, it's a risk. And in life there are always risks you'll have to take on the path of self-actualization.
You are in my thoughts, like rain on my face when I look ]at the sky, glad to see the shade on the clouds that pass us by. Grays, blues and whites palette are high on heaven's shore. You can never seem to pass me by when you know you want more. Rain, rain. You love the rain. You hide from it's touch but you listen as it drops, gently in droves, upon shingled rooftops.
Today I learned a couple of things: I am a happy girl who likes to do exciting things. I love the way the world opens up to a new day: With the sun peeking through the clouds on gray mornings and the sun doing a conga across the earth on clear blue sky. Yeah, that made a whole lot of sense. Well mostly, to me.
Today I learned that Eastwood is a very romantic place to visit. I realized that I love hanging out with outrageous boys and intellectual girls. Maybe I should also try hanging out with boys of the more intellectual sort and girls of the more outrageous sort.
Today I learned that wedges are comfortable and maybe they can look good with jeans.
Today I learned that I'm not taking care of myself properly. So for LENT I want to give up the things that taste so damn good but are really bad for me.
Today I learned that I love you still. I think of you a lot and it's like there are bursts of color inside my chest. I love you I love you I love you. What more is there to say? I love you with all my heart. And it's the kind of love that makes a girl dream of better things: Better days and even better moments. Long kisses under the rain and nights cuddled up together in the couch learning how to kiss each other. Watching fireflies wink in and out in the darkness, staying quiet and staring up at the sky. There's so much I'd like to share with you because I believe that we'd experience things tenfold when we're together. I'd like to fight over books with you, argue about this character and that line, did it fit does it rhyme, should it even be considered a classic?
Today I learned that if you stop believing in yourself you'll fall down, end up shaking your head and find yourself left on the other side, away from everyone. There are a lot of times when being in the spotlight isn't a good thing. But even if you're not happy anymore, even when you're uninspired... Never forget to fight the good fight because believe me, you'll regret it more if you give up.
Today I learned that I'll always love the boys I fell in love with. Each of them were so real to me that it still hurts when I think of them. But I now know that some things are not meant to be and some things are. It's an equal share of somes and mosts I think, especially when it comes to our lives.
Today I learned that there will be good days and bad days. What's most important is how you handle your bad days. Trust that bad days are good days in disarray. You just have to take a deep breath, step back and look at the big picture. Then, as gently as a woman doing crochet, untangle the knots and string it back together again.
Today I realized that I'd rather "speak now" than never. I will write my thoughts to you without shame or remorse. I'm not afraid of loving you. I'm not afraid of loving other people and I'm not apprehensive about getting hurt. Don't get me wrong, I don't want to hurt anymore. But I can't find my way if I'm not willing to get hurt at some point. Whenever you put yourself out there, it's a risk. And in life there are always risks you'll have to take on the path of self-actualization.
You are in my thoughts, like rain on my face when I look ]at the sky, glad to see the shade on the clouds that pass us by. Grays, blues and whites palette are high on heaven's shore. You can never seem to pass me by when you know you want more. Rain, rain. You love the rain. You hide from it's touch but you listen as it drops, gently in droves, upon shingled rooftops.