It Does No Good to Hope For Failure

[evil_lion]

This morning started very early, 5:15am early. It is inhumane to ask any living person to leave the comfort of their bed at this unGodly hour. James kept making jokes at me for being so rushed and we both shivered in the car on our way out

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[thatsmissjess2u]

Aww poor puppy. I am sorry. But if it makes you feel any better, I've been there. My cat Tubby I got at the pound when he was 9 years old and over twenty pounds. When I first decided that I wanted a cat, I went to the pound and there were so many that I just couldnt choose because I know that there were cats there that could be put down if they didnt find a home. I didnt want that on my heart. So the very next day, I was still undecided and I just figured that I would close my eyes and point to a random cage. When I got there, there was only one cat in the feline section. They said that he was left behind by some assholes that didnt want him and moved away. I decided that I would make him mine. They told me that it was good that I got him because no one would take him because he was so old and so big. I think, the fatter, the better. I had Tubby for a long time, about 5 years. And he passed right before I had Isaac. It broke my heart

[evil_lion]

Its a bit different; I've had Shadow for almost 14 years (I was 12 when I got him), so I've seen his better days... and he's been well treated all his life. I think this is why he's lived as long as he has for a small dog. I can't begin to even start counting how much I've put towards him and his health, and really, he's worth every cent and the hundreds that will have to be put towards this procedure. I've made peace with the situation really, now, I just don't want him to suffer at all. That's what weighs the most on my heart, wondering if he's suffering right now.