my new livejournal; please add it.

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deja you x: o_O
deja you x: that will be hot
ddiedieMYdarling: lol that face is my boyfriend
deja you x: im your boyfriend
deja you x: O_o

to EMILY; whoa whoa whoa, i never said you didn't help me, don't assume so quickly i'm glad that you cared, when i used to tell you how i felt all you would do is say.."yeah that sucks", or "thats dumb" and send ":-/" that face online. so i just kept it to myself it seems better that way, i dont want people to worry about my problems. but every now ( Read more... )

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i have a new journal, i need help fixing it, any volunters?

its my birthday=]

its just like any other day i roll out of bed and i come downstairs

oh but wait! happy birthday is spelt out in dollar bills on the floor.:-D

and then a big yellow bag is sitting at my computer and the card said wow your 15 already!? it seems like just yesterday we brought you home from the hospital. and then i pulled out a thing ( Read more... )

yesterday was kinda fucking lame.painting all day and then fighting, so i called james but he couldnt hang out i would have called emily but me and her arent really seeing eye to eye right now and i think maybe its better to stay away before i piss her off even more=/..brandi was gone, sammie was gone or somthing i forget i callled stephanie and ( Read more... )

Exchanging beauty for the ashes
Given my heart to nothing real
I've given my heart away
To so many things
So many times i've failed
Help me stop this endless cycle
Remind me of how it can be
Take me back i surrender all
Without you my heart is broken

why is it always the exact same thing every time. exact same thing.

blah i have been up since 5, i cant sleep.theres too many thoughts running through my head. i wish i could sleep though cuz i have to paint my room today, or atleast some of it.but after that i know a few people want to hang out.everyone always wants to do somthing on the same day, and then when i can do somthing-they cant ( Read more... )

i have been noticing more and more how much people really do suck. and nothing in life ever comes easy, reality is a smack in the face somtimes when your not worried about it. blah

so my birthday is in 3 days..-ithink.and i still have 0 plans for it..mmm im having a bad day.hdvhjsghvgsldh