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yesterday was kinda fucking lame.painting all day and then fighting, so i called james but he couldnt hang out i would have called emily but me and her arent really seeing eye to eye right now and i think maybe its better to stay away before i piss her off even more=/..brandi was gone, sammie was gone or somthing i forget i callled stephanie and she said somthing about i cant hang out with them later that night because they didn't have enough substances to go around, no big deal.i just needed to get away for a bit, on the way walking to her house somthing bad happened but i wont tak about that in a journal that anyone could read. when i got there ben was acting weird, and i wasn't having fun at all so i left and took a little walk then came home. i talked to matt and he promised to hang out with me today .. for my birthday i guess, even though thats tomorrow.markie called me and was being his sweet self as usual..i watched adult swim with him for a bit then hit the sack..anyways..
me and greg have this thing about wearing sunglasses at night. and i had the same dream i always have; im at a place with a lot of hills and then people start chasing me so uh i run, one part i always throw somthing at them to slow them down diffrent things each time paint, cookies, fruit..yeah its weird but i had sunglasses on and it was night, they wouldnt come off but i seen greg and then they came off. ha?
i woke up at 8, greg called me a little after that, then we called steph..i walked to cvs and got myself a vanilla frappuccino..now im here.whew.