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I haven't written in this in a looong time. I got a GreatestJournal and don't even use that. Not nearly as much as I use my Gaia journal, at least. >_Nothing really has been going on since last time, though ( Read more... )

...What did I do to you? I know, all I ever do is complain and am a fucking WASTE of your time, right? That's why I'm here. Your life was a fucking walk in the park until I came along, right?? RIGHT!? That's what you always tell me. I'm a fucking worthless demon spawn. I'm more trouble than I'm worth. Right? Remember, remember when I was nine and I ( Read more... )

I stole this from Rizumu ( Read more... )

What else is there to do once you hate every part of yourself?

Well well well well, journals are a place to rant, yes? So I'm going to rant ( Read more... )

*Dies a little inside*

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(A) First, recommend to me ( Read more... )

I'm...going...to...vomit.

I am so amazingly wretched today. I feel like such a skank. ::cries:: I don't know what's wrong with me, I feel dirty and gritty and like I need to be cleaned and ... I don't know what the hell is going through my mind. I want to wring my own neck.

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#$@% this isn't fair.

Crying or ranting, nothing works. It seems nothing is going to make me satisfied enough to leave me quiet. Sure, there's always the option of clugging NyQuil and passing out for 13 hours, but I'm sick of artificial euphoric states at this point in my life. Seperation sometimes overwhelms me until all I can do is utter stupid words about life and ( Read more... )