You creep up like so much mist,
and unravel me slowly.
I cant see you but I can feel you.
It is a lethargic slow unraveling.
It is not unlike water,
soundless and creeping
like vines.
Like ivy.
You can wind, unravel and unfurl.
I cant see you, but I can feel you.
It is soundless and patient,
operating outside of time yet within it.
It is unnerving,
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I should probably do this right since I finally have the chance ( Read more... )

Come out of the garden baby youll catch your death in the fog,
In the year of the scavenger, season of the bitch...

His name is Beck.
Im a fool.

And here we go, same old, same old....

im  in love AGAAAAAAAAIN...

Im a dumb one alas...

I never learn...

Well folks, at least I can enjoy the ride,,,^^

and I mean that in every sense ;)

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I have rented out  a room.

And Im going to promise myself I will stop worrying.

I am now a Hunter English Tutor and Victora's Secret associate.

I have at least two understanding teachers, not to mention a crapload of letters explaining my situation, I have another one who might be as well and Im going to drop the other two classes.

Im going to reapply ( Read more... )

the part where I'm free.
where I'm in my own apartment already

I have the paperwork i need finally for section 8 (plus)

I'm just waiting for the advocacy letter, my case worker wants to sit on it and not write it until i sit in front of her and fidget and stare and pull my hair and feel her stare right through me in the indifference i know she holds ( Read more... )

Anyone who thought I couldnt do it
That I wasnt capable
That I wouldnt amount to very much
That I had to suffer because that was my birthright.
Not freedom, love, life and beauty
Im sorry to tell you that we all deserve these and so do you.
Yes you do too.
Im sorry to rain on your parade,
But it can be done.
It can be felt/realized/accomplished.

so im living in a domestic violence shelter

woo me

and i filed independent for financial aid
hopefully that works out

im gonna get some help w/ housing

im gonna get help w/ pa

and i need to buy a wallet and stuff it in my panties so ppl can stop stealing from me in the shelter.
way to go me.

caan someone tell me everything will be ok?