So today I finally got my Mom to admit there is no way we're paying my rent. I got a little upset, because for the past 3 months she's been encouraging me to stay where I am, telling me she'll be able to help, telling me not to worry. I kept saying how? pointing out 2+2 doesn't equal 12. Today it finally came down to this, get a job next week, or ( Read more... )

I've started to pack my apartment. One thing's for sure, I am going to need more boxes... I need to get into my office. That's the biggest project right there. But I can't since all of Jason's shit is STILL in there! I have no idea how I am going to get any of this done, and work, and take care of the dogs. This is insane. This was hard to do when ( Read more... )

Haven't gotten any work done in the past 2 days. Woke up yesterday feeling sick. Got my stupid tire fixed only to learn I need to replace the back two ($250) I went to bed super early last night, and Bailey woke up up super early this morning. He's been a little ass all day. I need to get something done today. I guess I can work on my spec's that ( Read more... )

I've got $52 to last me until sometime next month. I try to explain to my mom that things cost money, like school supplies, gas, food, ect. She yells at me for not asking for money, lectures me for asking for money, and tells me she has none, but every time I talk to her she's out spending money. I really hate being dependent on my mother. I'm ( Read more... )

I'm leaving Virginia tomorrow morning. My Grandma will be all alone. My Mom will be back in a couple of weeks, and she has her book club coming over tomorrow. I miss my grandpa. I want to give him a hug, I want him to lecture me on the importance of something. After Grandma fell asleep I went up to the loft and looked through old photos and cried. ( Read more... )

I entered this year with high hopes. I've had bad years nearly every year since 2005. 2008 was in some ways the best and the worst of them all. Without 2008 I never would have gotten to 09 ( Read more... )

I always think of her as being this tiny little creature. She's smaller than all my other pets, save for the rats. she has a small delicate voice and "meh's" rather than meows. She's usually curled into a little ball, and %50 of her size is from fur. so today when a small child exclaimed "what a big cat!" I was almost tempted to see if I'd grabbed ( Read more... )

This has been a weird ass trip. My roommate stole my candy.

Jason told me today that he wants to join the airforce. I think it's a horrible idea. I don't want him to do it, but I can't tell him that.

I finished my rafting class tonight, that's 2 down 4 to go. I have 2 final exams, and 2 final projects left to take care of. Then I'm free to get my shit in order for Europe. 1 final is easy, the other will require I remember the history of architecture and furniture from the Egyptians to the American Federal style. One final project is easy. The ( Read more... )