I'm such a liar. All that promising to write. yeah whatever. I guess I got out of the habit, and I'm having a hell of a time getting back into it. So much living I'm doing. The sex is beyond words, never had better---never. The mothering, the dancing, the working, who has time to put words over top all this living? not me so sorry ( Read more... )

oh god I can't believe i'm actually doing this ( Read more... )

I have a giant crush on yoga. Yoga and my counselor, they go good together ( Read more... )

I'm grasping the concept of wounded inner child at the wheel. Instead of original action from a centered base, it's always my frantic reacting. I can look back and cover my walls with examples of this behavior. With the habitual reacting brought to light then I concentrating on t SLOWING down and thinking whatever thru before making any motion ( Read more... )

in case you were planning otherwise...

http://www.blackstarsblog.com/bushin41point2.htm

continuing drama and or apathy...First allow me to entertain you with this ( Read more... )

As I type Jesse is on the phone with his stepmom. I heard just a clip of the conversation. I listened as he understated, made miniscule, and crumpled up my reasons into a tiny ball he's tossing her way. It's taking every bit of self control I can muster to remain seated here, rather than tearing the phone from his hands and defending my truth ( Read more... )

a stabalizing force tThere's no shwag coffee creamers on the store shelves that are just good old fashioned sugary hygrogenated oil and 25 other wretched ingredients. No. today everything is either "LOW CARB" (splenda-gag) or "FAT FREE" *cough hurl ( Read more... )

morning ya'll! -so yeah I had my cultural experience of 2003, last night ( Read more... )

I'm back. connected to the great grid that I love while loathing ( Read more... )