I'm tired.

It's 7:32 AM...Everquest 2 servers are down for two hours grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...now that may mean i have to sleep, or something ::sigh:: I am sitting in Ian's room, bored....eating bread sticks (mmmm) and a strawberry short-cake ( mmmm) with a glass of grape pop! yum! Foods before sleeps = bad nightmares :(... Noone to protect me ( Read more... )

Kelly Clarkson is fucking AMAZING! my seats were frickin' awesome...such a great night. I had a blast~! and my throat is really , really sore. Met up with Jeremy's friends and him at denny's afterwards.. it was kinda awkward , but interesting none the less! :)I have never been so exhausted in my life...yikes ( Read more... )

Standing here helpless ( Read more... )

Mmmmm Boy from Bob Evan's...I neeed you. Eggs Benedict, nothin' !

Bored =/

I used to be scared of letting someone in, but it gets so lonely being on my own.
...No one to talk to and no one to hold me, I'm not always strong. I need you here...
Are you listening? ('~')

First day at work today...well...just an hour of paper work...Every piece of paper i signed my signiture turned out differently then the last. Does anyone else have that problem? My first "real" day of work is tomorrow.. ::gulp:: I hope i don't do too terrible ( Read more... )

30 minutes, and counting!!!!

Yikes... I feel like clawing my skin off. This void of hate, anger, sadness, pain, and depression...is getting harder for me to handle. It's really frustrating me that i can't control these god-awful feelings. I am Kyle, I should at least have my mask of happiness on all the time to not worry others....but even friends quetion my "moods". I am ( Read more... )

Blah..blah..blarg... Things are so up and down with me lately...I can't focus on anything. My head is spinning so fast. I just don't know if I am making good choices lately. I think I hold myself back to much. I dunno why i am updating...such a boring entry....i'm such a boring person , lately...i have nothing exciting to post about except ( Read more... )