The wound grows...
Yikes... I feel like clawing my skin off. This void of hate, anger, sadness, pain, and depression...is getting harder for me to handle. It's really frustrating me that i can't control these god-awful feelings. I am Kyle, I should at least have my mask of happiness on all the time to not worry others....but even friends quetion my "moods". I am disgusting ::glare:: I am a failure....a bad student, friend, son, everything. I have no drive to do anything, at all. It's gone.... My head is pounding right now..sheesh.
Anyway...I'm done. Goodnight
You look at me, like you always do...you don't have a clue. You smile at me, you hug me, but you don't know I want you.
You play with me, you float with me, you tell me all of your secrets. I'm always the one you run to, but to you, I'm just your friend.
I try so hard to rid these thoughts, of you and I, it's so hard. When you come to me, I fall back on my knees...I've learned to hate love.
Don't say "I love you"
Don't say you need me
Don't say you "I trust you"...
My heart can't take it.
Don't say you want me
Don't say you miss me
unless you mean it...
My heart can't take it, I love you so much, but you don't see me...........I hate love.
Anyway...I'm done. Goodnight
You look at me, like you always do...you don't have a clue. You smile at me, you hug me, but you don't know I want you.
You play with me, you float with me, you tell me all of your secrets. I'm always the one you run to, but to you, I'm just your friend.
I try so hard to rid these thoughts, of you and I, it's so hard. When you come to me, I fall back on my knees...I've learned to hate love.
Don't say "I love you"
Don't say you need me
Don't say you "I trust you"...
My heart can't take it.
Don't say you want me
Don't say you miss me
unless you mean it...
My heart can't take it, I love you so much, but you don't see me...........I hate love.