i think i've hit a roadblock in my life. I feel like every time i start anything, i always seem to ruin it. maybe i shouldn't touch anything. that way, nothing can go wrong, right? i don't want a pity party for emily time, i just honestly feel like i have hit a dead end, and i have no where else to turn to besides livejournal. how pathetic ( Read more... )

how fucking caddy girls can be sometimes ( Read more... )

lately life has been such a whirlwind ( Read more... )

i feel like sharing, so here a few pics of my first tattoo. I couldn't be any more pleased with it!

and it didn't hurt that bad...but it does feel like i have a really bad sunburn on my back.

interesting.


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tattoo appointment: November 9th at sam o'reilys.

im soooooo fuckin' excited!

that is all.

♥

im sorry i need to get this out of my head ( Read more... )

Life is about who you love and who you hurt. It’s about how you feel about yourself, trust, happiness and compassion. It’s about being there for your friends none the less, your family. It’s the capability to replace inner-hate with love instead of outward-anger. Avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence are key. its about ( Read more... )

im. so. sick. of being treated like a piece of trash.

im not to be used at your dispense, or when you feel like you want me in your life.

im a fucking human being, so fucking treat me that way.

stop making excuses, and stop being afraid.

you've already broken enough of me.
think of me for once.

thats all please.

i don't get the saying, "life gives you lemons, so then make lemonade ( Read more... )

im ready to start over.

life is really good right now, and i think its time i start appreciating the smaller things that make me happy...and forgeting about the things that made me unhappy before....yah a fresh start, that sounds good.

VIP reunion

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