vent vent vent
im sorry i need to get this out of my head.
this week has been one of the shittest weeks of my life..lets see where to start.....
*my landlord, is a shitty human being and is basically trying to get about 1500 dollars out of each of my roomates, and oh yes, to top is off, we have to move and FIND A NEW FUCKING HOUSE.
*one of my bestest friends can no longer commute from santa cruz and is now moving to san jose, thus i am losing a huge part of my life, and my best friend.
* i have no phone because i broke it on my bday from throwing it against the wall, which is of course is entirely my fault..but still is an additional thing that is an inconvienience and i have to pay more money.
* i am doing poorly in school, because my head is one big ball of crazy and i can't focus.
* I am going to LA this weekend for bamboozle and a friend that i was going with just recently informed me that she would be no longer coming, which means we have no ride, and i paid for her ticket...did i mention the ticket was 70 dollars? Oh yah another expence i cannot afford.
* my shower is broken, so i can't bathe, and my dinning room floor is caving in.
* My father is going to kill me because i have to move.
* i have no ambition, and no job.
i hate how all of my sentences begin with "i"....everyone has thier problems, i guess people don't lie when they say "when it rains, it pours."
i need to drive away.
this week has been one of the shittest weeks of my life..lets see where to start.....
*my landlord, is a shitty human being and is basically trying to get about 1500 dollars out of each of my roomates, and oh yes, to top is off, we have to move and FIND A NEW FUCKING HOUSE.
*one of my bestest friends can no longer commute from santa cruz and is now moving to san jose, thus i am losing a huge part of my life, and my best friend.
* i have no phone because i broke it on my bday from throwing it against the wall, which is of course is entirely my fault..but still is an additional thing that is an inconvienience and i have to pay more money.
* i am doing poorly in school, because my head is one big ball of crazy and i can't focus.
* I am going to LA this weekend for bamboozle and a friend that i was going with just recently informed me that she would be no longer coming, which means we have no ride, and i paid for her ticket...did i mention the ticket was 70 dollars? Oh yah another expence i cannot afford.
* my shower is broken, so i can't bathe, and my dinning room floor is caving in.
* My father is going to kill me because i have to move.
* i have no ambition, and no job.
i hate how all of my sentences begin with "i"....everyone has thier problems, i guess people don't lie when they say "when it rains, it pours."
i need to drive away.