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[es_nj_jb]

yup, yup, yup i fucked my life up big. ill never denie that. and trust me, it runs through my brain alomst 24 7. i feel like just giving up on life. if theres nothing special in my life, why suffer? who ever is in charge of that, please do it soon. i wish ang beg that i can take it all back, restart but its basically too late. so all those ppl i

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[anonymous]

why dont you fucking call them up apologize and fucking try. it takes effort its not going to come to you on a silver platter u deusche bag. no one deserves to be treated how u treated them.

[es_nj_jb]

please tell me who i hurt and then i promise that ill try to do the best i can on it. please

[anonymous]

[es_nj_jb]

who is this? how can i apoligize to danielle? she hates me i hear. i know she loved me and in every way i wish i could take back what i did. but please help me out

[es_nj_jb]

your right. everything u said. true, all of it. i did love her, drugs got the best of me though and thats the reason why everything happened, trust me i think about what i did every fucking day. i tell myself everyday that she was perfect and why the hell i did what i did i would kill myself for, but that would be stupid.. i really am sry for what i did to her. im afraid if i talk to her though ill brake down. she was the best thing that ever happened to me at that time, i dont know why i did what i did, it was down right wrong. i know it was. she doesnt have to forgive me, but i will talk to her cause it would be the mature thing to do. but im just afraid to. i fucked up big. and in every way possiblei wish i can take it all back, cause to see where im at now, would never of happened if i cheated on her with that whore. and trust me. i wanna kill that bitch that fucked me. this is no excuse but i was really fucked up that night. im just glad that i dont fuck around with drugs nemore. i was doing really bad. but neway, yes, i

[es_nj_jb]

being fucked up is no excuse to cheat on someone as great as her. her number is 856 404 7466. who cares if u brake down when u talk to her. she deserves to hear how bad u feel and u crying or w.e and dont try and blame it on the girl that fucked u it takes two people to fuck. and ur dik was getting inserted into her crotch. honestly. u dont do drugs or anything? thats good. shes online sometimes when ur on. and shes always wanted to IM you and tell you how much u hurt her and how much she wanted to run u over and kill you. she doesnt feel like that anymore cuz she found someone awesome, but she still thinks about what u did and because of you shes scared to death that someone will do that to her. her life has gone down hill ever since u cheated on her. and its just starting to go up. but u were the first one to break her heart and then all her friends did it and screwed her over. but know that u really did hurt her. seh wasnt the best thing that happened to you at the time she was the best thing that happened to you ever. but if u do

[es_nj_jb]

ok, well ur the millionth person to say this shit to me congradulations. i dont want to know who u r anymore. and after im done talking to danielle, i dont want to hear the name again. im done with my life. not just because of her either, im done period. but so help me when i talk to her and hear what she has to say, thats it. if she wants no part of me anymore, thats fina, but im not gonna play around with shit. awesome, she found another guy. im truely happy. i dont deserve anyone anymore. i havent dated anyone since danielle. i still care about her even though that doesnt matter and even though i did the fucking up. but so help me if this new guy she is with fucks her over, ill find him and show him what happens to guys that hurt x's.

read this open mindely

[es_nj_jb]

why do people take dating when your still in high school even seriously

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[es_nj_jb]

thankyou buddy

Re: read this open mindely

[es_nj_jb]

yeah i know u are right. but im one of danielles best friends and it hurt her a lot and i wanted him to know it cuz he wouldnt give her the time of day to talk. im sorry if this all pissed you off but she hasnt stopped talking about it. not that she talks about it constantly but she does from time to time and i feel so bad for her. just things that seh ses about it and you..its ashame. but i dont even no who u are so keep ur nose out of our buis. thx. and um yeah she called me up when she got ur message and was shoked that you rote her. why would u fuk up her ex if he did something to her..i mean if ur not going to talk to her or anything after this.? why would u fuk him up. o yo bitch only I can cheat on her? or cuz u love her? and i know that you dont find true love in highschool and its all drama and w.e but u dont do that to someone when u tell them u arent. w.e