haha havent touched this thing in awhile, but now since i finally have somehting to write, mine as well put it down. so yeah vaction was awesome! i enjoyed every moment of it, i really needed one i think. too much shit going down in jersey.`but yeah the best thing that happend during my vacation was seeing a good friend of mine that havent seen for ( Read more... )

yup, yup, yup i fucked my life up big. ill never denie that. and trust me, it runs through my brain alomst 24 7. i feel like just giving up on life. if theres nothing special in my life, why suffer? who ever is in charge of that, please do it soon. i wish ang beg that i can take it all back, restart but its basically too late. so all those ppl i ( Read more... )

ahhhhh i just came back from creation and i met almost all the bands cause i worked staff, now i just got done signing up for stage crew at purple door so that mean,,,, i get to meet blindside, o yeah,,, finally

yup, hah, lot has change since whenever that last post was. h god dont even know where to start,not aht im expecting anyone to read this cause alot of ppl think i dont exsist nemorw. well just when u think ur out of the woods, u somehow get lost in it. what the fuck man, ive screwed up everything in my life .... evrything! i have nothing! zip! ( Read more... )

Yeahhhhh. Yesterday was AWESOME! I really didn't want go home, hah who would. The funny thing was Lindsey and I were in her bed for like four hours. It was crazy ( Read more... )

yay!!! im feeling much better now. even though i barely got any sleep last night. dustin told me all the things i was saying and doing. ahhh, i luv how u cant really remember any of it, so its kinda hard to believe. o well. yeah, im going to the mall soon hopefully, if not, someone is going to die (dustin). yeah, i got dustin in alot of shit last ( Read more... )

wow, its almost 4 something int he fucking morning and i fell like shit.
im probally gonna feel all the pain when i really wake up. ill never drink again. i swear to fucking god. and hopefully i didnt offend anyone, and if i did, sry. man i feel like shit. ok im gonna try to back to bed.

bleh , i am soo tired of being so fucking bored on this christmas day! its almost to a point where i cant stand it. yeah, it sucked really. doing absolutely nothing all day except for lying on the couch and watching tv. that gets boring after the past 4 hours. then getting fucked around all day with my relatives. telling me how i look and shit. ( Read more... )

yeah, yestarday was really kool. i had a great time. the only problem is that i feel really bad not being able to go give lindsey her gifts. i had to work almost all day and at 9 i have to go back, then wake up and go work. it sucks. speaking of gifts, i think i already picked my two favorite gifts. my blindside shirt and lindsey who gave me the ( Read more... )

weeeeeeeeeee. im going shopping with lin and her parents tonight!!! its gonna be so fucking fun. and then im gonna go home which sucks, but there is only one dy left of school. kickass!!!