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[erynnpronter]

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[swtcamden]

Aww, Erin-chan. *hugs* I know how it feels to keep things bottled up inside and feeling like a burden when telling others about your worries. You are definitely not alone, hun. I mean, I spend most of my time squeeing about essentially unimportant topics rather than divulge things that actually relate to me. I am glad that you were able to share all this with us though, and although you're going through a tough time, it makes me happy to hear that you are hanging in there

[erynnpronter]

Yeah, I have always bottled up my feelings. I just never like to burden people. And recently it's been, How can I burden people who are already burdened. So many of my friends right now have had so much happen to them lately, that I try to not even bother them truth be told. I don't want to make them unhappy and I certainly don't want to upset them with anything

[swtcamden]

I completely know what you mean about burdening friends. It seems like everyone is going through difficult times, so you don't want to make it worse for them, do you? That's definitely how I feel. Of course, I don't think any of my worries are nearly as worrisome as anyone I know. So for me, I'd just rather help them in any way that I can.

I don't know what it is about 'online' versus 'real life' friends. It's not like my friends from college and so on don't have email, you know? It's quite odd actually. And it's my 'online' friends that know about my obsessiveness. Not many other people in my 'real life' know I even watch Asian dramas and listen to jpop.

Awww. You're very welcome. I'm so glad we were able to chat tonight, and I cannot wait to talk with you about the SP. Oguri Shun singing sounds so :O. It will be fun. Less than three you, Erin-chan!!!

[rainymemories]

*hugs* Proper comment after I get enough sleep I did skim the entry though, life can be a bitch sometimes but we live and learn and it makes us who we are. :) Never change, Erinko-chan!♥ *hugs*

[mollywobbles31]

Sending hugs your way, Erin! I hope that getting all those feelings out will help you feel better. I hate to see you so sad.

[vivian407]

Hey don't feel like a loser dear! You are such a wonderful person, and are really strong. Even though you don't think so, I do. And you aren't the only one that graduated and didn't get a teaching job. I don't have one either. So cheer up dear, things will get better. Even though it seems dark it will always become day, and I know soon you will be getting what you want. You deserve it. *hugs* Keep your chin up Erin-Chan, you know I love you!