Aww, Erin-chan. *hugs* I know how it feels to keep things bottled up inside and feeling like a burden when telling others about your worries. You are definitely not alone, hun. I mean, I spend most of my time squeeing about essentially unimportant topics rather than divulge things that actually relate to me. I am glad that you were able to share all this with us though, and although you're going through a tough time, it makes me happy to hear that you are hanging in there.
No apologies necessary for grammar. This is your personal journal; I say do whatever you like. Well, as long as it's not alternating caps and lowercase or absolutely no periods. ;)
I am also the horrid of the horribles when it comes to keeping in touch. Maybe not so much when it comes to HPB and LJ but definitely my friends in "real life." It's hard when you are no longer around the people you've grown to love. You start doing new things, and they do as well. Interests and activities change. It makes things difficult. I guess I'm not really lending any advice on this subject, am I? *kicks self* But just know that you are the only one.
I do hope that things turn around for you in the job department. It seems like these things are really tough right now because of how the economy is going. But please don't think you're made of fail, hun. :( I don't think you are! You're trying your best, and I'm sure something will come up for you. Maybe this would be a good time to consider a change in location, since you've mentioned it before. You don't have any major ties (that I know of and besides your parents) in South Carolina, so this might be an ideal time to look elsewhere. I've been thinking about a change myself. We're probably both in a prime time in our lives to try something new and different.
I don't know if I helped at all, but you should just know that you are NOT made of fail and we all love you. Things will get better, I'm sure of it. Keep taking care of yourself, Erin-chan, and I'm always here for you if you need me. Less than three you to the gazoo! ♥
Yeah, I have always bottled up my feelings. I just never like to burden people. And recently it's been, How can I burden people who are already burdened. So many of my friends right now have had so much happen to them lately, that I try to not even bother them truth be told. I don't want to make them unhappy and I certainly don't want to upset them with anything.
WhAt?! No AlTerNaTiNg CaPs aNd LoWeRcAsE.... okay that annoys ME! Seriously took me like 10 minutes to type that... blah!
I know what you mean. I am horrible when it comes to keeping in touch with people in general. But I know this is sad, I much better keeping up with my HPB and LJ friends than I am people in Louisiana, that I saw frequently. I miss them all. I dunno I guess your right, I get caught up in everything I am doing here and before I know it it's been a month. It's horrid.
On the job stuff... blarg.. I'll let you know how it goes.
Anyways thanks Camden-chan. You are seriously an amazing person! Very sweet, funny and caring! Thanks for keeping me in your thoughts! It was great talking to you last night and texting tonight. OMG HANA KIMI SPECIAL WAS OMG BRILLIANT! ahhh I can't believe Oguri Shun sang (for like .2 seconds lol) And omg! When you finish we shall have a MAJOR conversation! yay!
I completely know what you mean about burdening friends. It seems like everyone is going through difficult times, so you don't want to make it worse for them, do you? That's definitely how I feel. Of course, I don't think any of my worries are nearly as worrisome as anyone I know. So for me, I'd just rather help them in any way that I can.
I don't know what it is about 'online' versus 'real life' friends. It's not like my friends from college and so on don't have email, you know? It's quite odd actually. And it's my 'online' friends that know about my obsessiveness. Not many other people in my 'real life' know I even watch Asian dramas and listen to jpop.
Awww. You're very welcome. I'm so glad we were able to chat tonight, and I cannot wait to talk with you about the SP. Oguri Shun singing sounds so :O. It will be fun. Less than three you, Erin-chan!!!
No apologies necessary for grammar. This is your personal journal; I say do whatever you like. Well, as long as it's not alternating caps and lowercase or absolutely no periods. ;)
I am also the horrid of the horribles when it comes to keeping in touch. Maybe not so much when it comes to HPB and LJ but definitely my friends in "real life." It's hard when you are no longer around the people you've grown to love. You start doing new things, and they do as well. Interests and activities change. It makes things difficult. I guess I'm not really lending any advice on this subject, am I? *kicks self* But just know that you are the only one.
I do hope that things turn around for you in the job department. It seems like these things are really tough right now because of how the economy is going. But please don't think you're made of fail, hun. :( I don't think you are! You're trying your best, and I'm sure something will come up for you. Maybe this would be a good time to consider a change in location, since you've mentioned it before. You don't have any major ties (that I know of and besides your parents) in South Carolina, so this might be an ideal time to look elsewhere. I've been thinking about a change myself. We're probably both in a prime time in our lives to try something new and different.
I don't know if I helped at all, but you should just know that you are NOT made of fail and we all love you. Things will get better, I'm sure of it. Keep taking care of yourself, Erin-chan, and I'm always here for you if you need me. Less than three you to the gazoo! ♥
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WhAt?! No AlTerNaTiNg CaPs aNd LoWeRcAsE.... okay that annoys ME! Seriously took me like 10 minutes to type that... blah!
I know what you mean. I am horrible when it comes to keeping in touch with people in general. But I know this is sad, I much better keeping up with my HPB and LJ friends than I am people in Louisiana, that I saw frequently. I miss them all. I dunno I guess your right, I get caught up in everything I am doing here and before I know it it's been a month. It's horrid.
On the job stuff... blarg.. I'll let you know how it goes.
Anyways thanks Camden-chan. You are seriously an amazing person! Very sweet, funny and caring! Thanks for keeping me in your thoughts! It was great talking to you last night and texting tonight. OMG HANA KIMI SPECIAL WAS OMG BRILLIANT! ahhh I can't believe Oguri Shun sang (for like .2 seconds lol) And omg! When you finish we shall have a MAJOR conversation! yay!
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I don't know what it is about 'online' versus 'real life' friends. It's not like my friends from college and so on don't have email, you know? It's quite odd actually. And it's my 'online' friends that know about my obsessiveness. Not many other people in my 'real life' know I even watch Asian dramas and listen to jpop.
Awww. You're very welcome. I'm so glad we were able to chat tonight, and I cannot wait to talk with you about the SP. Oguri Shun singing sounds so :O. It will be fun. Less than three you, Erin-chan!!!
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