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the questions from procrastination
tumblr or livejournal?
to go out or not?
to shower or not?
to watch a movie or continue Breaking Bad?
to read a book or to ready my NMAT notes?
to clean my room or to sleep?
sem break ends in 4 days and I feel like I've done nothing
what else is new hahaha -
Mm.
Lately, I've been feeling off. Not myself. Not compared to last year. I feel like I've lost my optimism, and built this fortress around me where I've only given the key to people I've known in the past. I'm not letting anyone in, nor am I letting anyone out. I'm at a stalemate with myself, and I don't know how to get out.
Where I am now, is not ( Read more... ) -
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You... I don't even know what to say. I'm too shocked. Who... are you? :| -
And
I need to stop looking for what "other people will do" and do what I think I should do.
Stand up for who I am, y'know?
Because no one else really will. -
Update
I can't really remember where I've left off in this journal. I think partly it's because I can't remember the last time I wrote a genuine paragraph in English, haha! Explanation will ensue.
First, I've neglected my journal yet again. I should avoid this.
It's not only this journal I've neglected though. I seem to have this habit of putting the same ( Read more... ) -
Life
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Okay. I'll just say it straight. My grades suck. They really suck. Like imagine your grades being so bad, but not bad enough to fail, but you might as well have failed anyway because your parents will make it seem 100% times worse--but what's worse in this situation is that I can't ( Read more... ) -
I
need to take who I am more seriously.
need to stop letting people get to me.
must stop pleasing people.
need to let myself be who I am.
need to be stronger.
need to take EVERYTHING one at a time.
That's the key to success.
Pace yourself, Nikki, pace yourself.
YOU CAN DO THIS.
DON'T BE AFRAID.
DON'T BE ASHAMED. -
Dear G
Please forgive me for all the people I've neglected ( Read more... ) -
So.
I'm doing my resume to submit to run again for Block Representative next year ( Read more... ) -
I want
to accomplish/start something great.
(totally not related to academics)
May it be one of the following:- Write a novel. (Note: Not publish! Just write.)
- ...write a song. Hahahaha.
- Write a script for a movie/series.
- Film it.
- Become a YouTube sensation. Either alone (HAHAHAHA) or via Speque Productions. Or at least, start.