so NYC was awesome! i move in 2 weeks, and i'll most likely be leaving everything behind...i met some guys who are in desperate need for a bass player, so that's what i'm gonna be doing. music is my main passion and i've heard these guys, they are so incredibly talented...so i'm really excited to be joining them. keep your eyes peeled, after we ( Read more... )

i'm thinking about moving down to NYC. me and stevo have plans to fly down there tommorow night to look at a few appartments, no matter what i'm moving to new york....i got accepted to the art institute of NY so there's no turning back now. i'm really excited to do something with my life! no all i need is a job...haha, anyone need a cab driver ( Read more... )

i was thinking about going to college. for a while i just wanted nothing to do with higher education, but now that i'm seeing things differently i really want to persue something....maybe photography. i haven't used any opiate's in like a week, i think i'm getting better.

changed the LJ layout!!

i absolutly fucking hate kelly!!! i thought she was my friend, but the truth all came out when she decided to steal $500 from me, and fuck some random scruffy guy in MY apartment on my couch. while all this is going on, i'm at work...soo scott stopped by my place and caught them. i can't stand to look at her, i never wanna see that stupid bitch ( Read more... )

i had meg and scottie over last night....and no we didn't get stoned! some of you might start to think that that's all i do, but trust me, it's not. we mainly just hung out and listened to some music, then that got lame so we ended up going out to diner. i'm starting to respect scottie just a little bit, and out of all the guy's my sister has ( Read more... )

i think i should try rehab. i threw up this morning, steve gave me some heroin and my stupid ass thought it would be cool to try it...i never thought i'd do heroin!?!? i've always just stuck with the basics; weed, shrooms and acid. for some reason heroin was different...it really made me feel good which is a bad thing becuase once you find ( Read more... )

i am so sick of this lifestyle! every night it's the same damn thing over and over and over agian...i woke up this morning to find myself in the parking lot at tops, i was in my car so it wasn't like i was sprawled across the pavement like a dead man. i have no idea how i got there, and my pants were missing. was i even wearing pants? hmmm, i' ( Read more... )

well..yesterday sucked, mainly becuase i had to work and i swear i hate every goddamn person that works there, except for sharon. she was nice enough to share her twinkie with me, becuase i uhhh, let's just say i left my wallet at chico's. *rolls eyes ( Read more... )

well, i decided to jazz this place up a bit, i've just been way to busy to keep a journal. hmmm, me and mike just got our tickets to the atreyu show for next month....fuckin' love them!!! they never play here, but other than that not much has happend. haha, i don't even think i should mention last night, i was stoned out of my mind. mike thought ( Read more... )

me and randy hit up northtown tonight...it's gonna be awesome! we always get into soooo much trouble, but it's cool...i had a math test today, that i most likely didn't do well on becuase i forgot to study. but other than that, life is good...i'll post pictures tonight.........................maybe?