i feel very empty.  there's a part of me that's hollow and i don't know how to feel that void.  i think the only way for it to be filled is if i'm in love and in a serious relationship, and i haven't been in love or a relationship in a year and almost four months.  i haven't felt this way for that long, but as of late, it's a pain that's literally ( Read more... )

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I take it back.  I take it completely back.  I didn't mean it at all, I just felt obligated. 

I'm not sure if what I'm thinking is right.  But I'm not stupid, and I can put two and two together.  
I'm so sick of this shit.  And I'm getting tired of listening to her shit.  
I'm going to try as hard as I can to ignore this.  But who the fuck am I kidding; I'm going to be thinking about it all the time.

i'm tired of feeling and being left out.
it doesn't matter that much though, in the end, because i know i won't really see half this people after graduation.

I want to have an amazing New Years Eve this year.

you're such a fucking tool, i can't stand you

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMnRaV8UmCY&feature=related

so good!

i'm comparing myself to everyone who applyed to the same schools as i did and got accepted.
i'm afraid i won't get in anywhere

this youthful heart can love you and give you what you need