I'm so confused. And I shouldn't be.

A real summer rain, yay. This makes me happy. Although I still have no work to do, I'm finally getting motivated to do other stuff of which I have to take care. Something that doesn't make me happy is bizarre stiff awkwardness via facebook messaging. But today I'm staying in (after checking my mailbox and to make sure I didn't have work to do ( Read more... )

Something's going on and I don't know what it is. I've had several nights in the past week end melodramatically, and had to take several mornings after to recover. I cannot focus at work without the facebook messaging, and when I use facebook to amuse myself I end up being twitchy. It's constantly in my head as something I need to end, but I don ( Read more... )

See, today I should have an appointment. I'm sure by Monday I'll be all hunky-dory again. Or at least better than I am doing right now.

Doesn't help that I woke up at 5 something for the second morning this week. For no reason. Guh.

I want to die. I HATE this weather. Winter sucks, yes, but I would rather it be 28 degrees outside with a windchill of 10. At least then you can have hot drinks and fires and bundle up. I am so good at bundling ( Read more... )

My brain has been weird about this thing lately. It's as though because it's not defined, because I am less swamped with seeing people, because I am always the one waiting for the call, I've set up defenses when really I just want to lose myself in the awesomeness. The fact that it seems to be impossible for us to actually see each other in ( Read more... )

Sometimes my head gets weird about stuff.

Seriously. Emile just told me that addictive drugs work by exploiting the mating response circuits in our brains. That makes sense to me, because although I got a few hours today that I hadn't anticipated, I simply want more. Although less with the drugs for me ( Read more... )

So Tony (the only one of my housemates who knows how to let people use the wireless) finally got home today and now I have TEH INTARWEB AGAIN YAY ( Read more... )

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