i'm still monosyllabic
Seriously. Emile just told me that addictive drugs work by exploiting the mating response circuits in our brains. That makes sense to me, because although I got a few hours today that I hadn't anticipated, I simply want more. Although less with the drugs for me.
So instead I'm eating ice cream.
Seriously, things are going so *well* for being not an official relationship. We talk about everything (well, that's standard) and are communicative about things (that's not as much - and it's not really my influence at all) and are silly about things (that's a huge bonus and not always standard but should be) and are really into similar things (or different compatible things... like each other) and I've gotten so very one-dimensional it's ridiculous but I can't be too upset about it because it's been so long since I've been this comfortable with someone. My insecurities about everything are assuaged repeatedly, even though I allow them to take hold of me more than I ought to. And Facebook-stalking does not help them. But whatever, today I'm not insecure about it. I got unanticipated happy time.
So instead I'm eating ice cream.
Seriously, things are going so *well* for being not an official relationship. We talk about everything (well, that's standard) and are communicative about things (that's not as much - and it's not really my influence at all) and are silly about things (that's a huge bonus and not always standard but should be) and are really into similar things (or different compatible things... like each other) and I've gotten so very one-dimensional it's ridiculous but I can't be too upset about it because it's been so long since I've been this comfortable with someone. My insecurities about everything are assuaged repeatedly, even though I allow them to take hold of me more than I ought to. And Facebook-stalking does not help them. But whatever, today I'm not insecure about it. I got unanticipated happy time.