what the huh?

[epilo]

Something's going on and I don't know what it is. I've had several nights in the past week end melodramatically, and had to take several mornings after to recover. I cannot focus at work without the facebook messaging, and when I use facebook to amuse myself I end up being twitchy. It's constantly in my head as something I need to end, but I don't want to end it, and maybe I don't need to and it's just my head again. It's just... frightening.

Someday I'll post an entry with actual nouns instead of the pronouns I've been using, and say things explicitly again. But this is not that day. (points for reference)