So I'm back in the limbo of standby - waiting for the phone to ring, surfing the web and firing resumes off into the void. Possibilities tantalize me, but I know better than to put any faith in the mirages until something - anything coalesces into solid form. It's comforting in a weird way to know so many others who are looking for it - it proves
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Wow, that's heavy.
I think you are being a little more pessimstic than is called for. I hope.
I had the naive belief in my youth that being reasonably intelligent and educated would be my passport to a decent life - that I'd be fine if I played it safe.
And you're sure you're not going to have a decent life?
How's that math going?
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I'm sure I'll do okay, actually, because of the support I have around me - but I suppose I'm more aware that just being intelligent and educated and reasonably hard-working isn't enough by itself - and how many wider factors there are in the world than can confound the best laid plans.
Math's progressing. Scheduling testing shortly, and continuing practice for what it's worth.
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Pessimistic how?
Well, the picture you were painting seemed bleak.
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Thanks.
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