Lately, I have been experiencing a lot of enlightenment about how the future is connected with the past. Anybody can read that and say "Well, duh." But it is not just physically based, as in the product of your own physical actions and decisions, either. Take this article for example:

It turns out that a common cause of amnesia also prevents its ( Read more... )

I am terribly attracted to passion.

Passionate people... gah. I will speak more of this soon when I can put it in words, and answer Betsy's wondrous comments.

Challenge me. Make me think. Keep me real.

Names don't matter.

It's all about the people.

"sometimes i want to change everything about me. and other times i just want to live my life, with my friends."
-Xanga user terrible__kite

This describes me better than any other thought that has ever been conceived by man.

Tonight reality hit me like the sudden soaking from a bucket of ice water ( Read more... )

Is it better to have someone catch you when you fall? Or does that just weaken you more if you have an unreliable support?

Source of problem discovered: I write less because whenever I do write I feel the pressure to post it on Xanga or such because I have a lack of creative flow there. I feel that this pressure is clamping down my creative energy when I do write. Pressure. Discuss.

The question comes: why ElJay ( Read more... )

I've discovered the source of my mood swings & the root of my problems.

Good grief, finally. I thought I was turning into some psycho, bipolar, schizo chick.

So I watched this video on YouTube. I will spare you from his 10 minutes of rambling and tell you what I gained from it. Basically, he talked about his balance. How he is able to joke around and ( Read more... )