I've discovered the source of my mood swings & the root of my problems.
Good grief, finally. I thought I was turning into some psycho, bipolar, schizo chick.
So I watched
this video on YouTube. I will spare you from his 10 minutes of rambling and tell you what I gained from it. Basically, he talked about his balance. How he is able to joke around and have fun while holding an intellectual mindset and conversation.
I envy him. Down to his very bones. Or mine. Because I like, don't want to be a guy. Yeah.
I hate to be jumping all around and screaming that I've found the magic potion to all of life's problems, but that's what I think most of my problems boil down too.
I don't know exactly how this is going to work out, but I shall practice and work hard on it. I know I have the skills, the gifts for this. I just need to find some ways to harness them.