Everyone tells me I need to. As if I somehow hadn't gone these past few months with that very thought weighing on my mind every waking hour of every day. I'm not really sure how to take that. I see opportunities here and there for middling jobs, but then what? I have enough to pay for gas for my car? Maybe make a car payment every other month ( Read more... )

I like to cultivate an image. I think most people do. At the same time, I think some people take it a lot more seriously than I do. I know that the person I am, and the person I pretend to be are too different to be real, and when I slip up, well, not like I'm showing anyone anything they didn't already know was really there.

At least that's what I ( Read more... )

I had an odd dream last night ( Read more... )

I am scheduled to work today.

I really don't want to go in.

I know I have to, and I will. I mean, I truly want to work, but this schedule... It's just not good. Next week, I have two days, instead of one, but that's still not nearly enough. I had to ask my parents for money to cover my car payment, again. There was once a time I didn't ask them ( Read more... )

So. I got a job ( Read more... )

Right. So. Ramblings. I was thinking about the sudden surge of 3D products on the market now, and wondered briefly if any of them have the ability to, or if there is any intention to create devices that project the 3D out beyond the screen, towards the viewer ( Read more... )

... Reading a random NGE SI I came across, I find myself constantly frustrated by a recurring theme in SI's that few SI authors seem willing to break ( Read more... )

No, It's not an M16 with an underslung M203 ( Read more... )

Ugh. Why do fic authors have to be so... blah. My standards aren't that high. It should not be this difficult to find an engaging story. Yet I constantly come across middle-school-esque plot devices and conversations ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night where I went back in time and met President Eisenhower. I told him about the importance of the Space Race, and the benefits it provided, as well as how it would ultimately play a part in bringing about the fall of the Soviet Union. I think I managed to make my point ( Read more... )