I GOT MY BIKE BACK. I freaked the fuck out at Mike and got it back!

Also, Matt told me he's counting down the hours til he's done his test and can get drunk with me. Yesssss.

I wish I could shut my freaking mind off sometimes ( Read more... )

 A little update on the dude situation....

We've spent the past 3 days together/hanging out. We went out on a REAL date to get dinner, lounging in the park and to get gelato. We watched a movie at my house and slept in on Saturday.

Saturday night he invited me to a bbq in his hometown and we came back to the city to attend our friends birthday ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in this thing for about 2 years and I looked back at it when Grace brought up Livejournal in a recent conversation ( Read more... )

 i don't think people realize how lucky they are when they are in a relationship with someone where the amount of love is mutual.

right now, i feel like i'll never get to that point.

i'm fucking broken.  i've done nothing wrong, yet i still get hurt over and over again. i could stop it, i know. you can't help who you love sometimes and i wish it ( Read more... )

I'm moving tomorrow ( for the 98987th  time).  I'm pretty damn excited about it because I'll be living closer to all my friends again ( Read more... )

I wish I wasn't so dependent on people.  I used to do whatever I wanted, when I wanted and now I feel as though I lost a lot of friends because of dating him. Yeah, a lot of them didn't like him or didn't approve.  I understand why.... he treats me like shit.  I loved him too much, I did anything he would ask me to do.  I always answered his phone ( Read more... )

He keeps things from me because he goes to New York to fuck some other girl ( Read more... )

I feel as though I need to move out of Philly really soon.  I'm fired of having to make an effort to have friends. No one ever calls me to hang out... I'm always the one calling/texting people to see what they're doing. I feel so unimportant and fucking useless. If no one really needs me then why the fuck should I stick around?? Am I really no fun ( Read more... )

 I'm already not happy about the heat. I'd much rather have winter ( Read more... )