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He keeps things from me because he goes to New York to fuck some other girl.
Seriously? Fuck YOU. He doesn't realize that even though I have felt better without him... that by me knowing he's sleeping next to and fucking someone else.... it makes me physically SICK.
I am going fucking crazy right now and I want to BREAK EVERYTHING. I called him while he was on the bus to New York, crying because I knew where he was going. I feel like i'm insane. He doesn't realize how much that hurts me. After treating me like complete shit.... he doesn't deserve to be happy with anyone. I don't want to live in the same city with him. Maybe he'll move to New York and be SO IN LOVE with this girl. Tell her that she's his soul mate and that he wants to marry her... just like he told me.
and you know what.... I fucking hate New York. I never fucking liked it in the first place.
Seriously? Fuck YOU. He doesn't realize that even though I have felt better without him... that by me knowing he's sleeping next to and fucking someone else.... it makes me physically SICK.
I am going fucking crazy right now and I want to BREAK EVERYTHING. I called him while he was on the bus to New York, crying because I knew where he was going. I feel like i'm insane. He doesn't realize how much that hurts me. After treating me like complete shit.... he doesn't deserve to be happy with anyone. I don't want to live in the same city with him. Maybe he'll move to New York and be SO IN LOVE with this girl. Tell her that she's his soul mate and that he wants to marry her... just like he told me.
and you know what.... I fucking hate New York. I never fucking liked it in the first place.