Ever get so bored it hurts? yeah, thats me right now haha. Ever fuck up relationships? haha, I've done that I think =/ I'm never sure if its me or what, I must suck or something must be wrong with me. Seriously, I feel that no one ever wants to talk to me anymore... Living through lj can be so addicting and stupid, sorry for all those ljers that ( Read more... )

Ok, Quick update. Yes, I know lately I've might have been a little emo, but we all go though silly phases like that every now and then, that was my now and then. I'm okay, hopefully, I just wanted to let all of you who read my entries that I'm ok ( Read more... )

Ever find yourself in a pretty fucked up(excuse my language) situation that no matter what you do or say it won't change or make it any better and all you can do is deal with it and just feel like shit? Well, I'm sorta in this situation and I'm sorry to have caused anything to have caused this situation or anything to escalate the situation and I ( Read more... )

Who still reads my post? I'm not sure anymore, you don't need to reply to any of my post, I would just like to know who really reads them? I know I blab about stupid things, I think we all go through that phase, I never though I ever would, but I'm not perfect, I'm only asian. I'm also sorry to worry anyone over my dumb posts, I'll be fine, its ( Read more... )

I have much to say but won't... Its St. Patrick's Day today, I hope everyone had fun, my day was alright, I'm drunk by the way while typing this entry out! So lets see, I came down for Monica's Bday, Happy Birthday Monica!!! I hope you had a good Bday! So I went down to SD for Monica's Bday, it was fun, that night we ended up driving to ( Read more... )

Ever find it hard saying good bye? It can be the hardest thing to say or do, but sometimes its inevitable and has to be done for the better.

I went snowboarding and hurt my butt!

Ever just find yourself lost? Thats how I find myself now. I'm not sure what to feel, but its not very good, I feel that sometimes I could be selfish and I'm afraid that it may hurt people that I love and in the end it ends up hurting me knowing that it may hurt them. I am so lost right now, I have no idea what I'm doing with my life and ( Read more... )

Went down that San Diego today and celebrated Jessikah's bday and brought my little brother who is now Erica's boyfriend haha. I finally got to hang out with Jenna, shes cool and also met Jessi, she seemed cool too. We also saw Caris too! But the story of the night was my little brother, he had all the attention haha. I had a fun night and I ( Read more... )

I feel like shit, and not in a sick physical way, I guess its one of those days... *sorry for the uncalled for language*