will you be my star?
Ever just find yourself lost? Thats how I find myself now. I'm not sure what to feel, but its not very good, I feel that sometimes I could be selfish and I'm afraid that it may hurt people that I love and in the end it ends up hurting me knowing that it may hurt them. I am so lost right now, I have no idea what I'm doing with my life and everything. I just finished writing a song tonight and the cost for writing the song may have been too much to bare with... As I'm here writing up this entry and continually listening to the song I just wrote and recorded and wonder does anything matter at all? Of course it does, if things didnt matter then we would get the feelings that we tend to get at time and the feelings I have now are guilt and sorrow.
Ever find yourself in a situation that you have no control over? As much as you want it to be a certain way, you know that it wont and you have to live with which is the hard part. Thats how I feel mostly about my life so far, I feel like I'm going no where which is the sad part.
Anyways, no need to read my post, its just me blabbing and stuff, no one needs or wants to hear it so I'll just stop.
Being sick sucks too...
Ever find yourself in a situation that you have no control over? As much as you want it to be a certain way, you know that it wont and you have to live with which is the hard part. Thats how I feel mostly about my life so far, I feel like I'm going no where which is the sad part.
Anyways, no need to read my post, its just me blabbing and stuff, no one needs or wants to hear it so I'll just stop.
Being sick sucks too...