cana im sorry i havent posted. ive been writing feverishly in my solid journal that i havent wanted topost in live. call me old fashioned.
so i thought, since i have time today, i would write you a letter
dear cana,
 lately my heads in the clouds. that dream that i always talk about... the one where we run the radio station. i changedmy mind.now i ( Read more... )

1. trashman ;)
2. tshirts with funny sayings like 'rems is my bitch'
3.table dancing when im drunk with my friends. speaking of drunk with my friends...
4. twister. drunk twister
5.the biggest loser. best reality show
6.turning of events. when karma falls into place and everything fits
7.thank you's
8.tounge kissing
9.touching
10.training. gym training. ( Read more... )

WITH 2006 COMING TO AN END HAVE YOU..

1. Have you had any relationships this year?
all year  baby
2. Have you had your birthday yet?
july 15

3. Cr'ied yet?
if you havent cried in almost a year then you are emotionaly unstable
4. Been on a diet?
what the fuck is a diet. work out? yeah feb-july went 4 days a week. been called a 'gym rat'. i guess that s a ( Read more... )

i would paint the moon your eyes
so i could gaze out the window when you are gone
only then the nights could be comforting
only then i fall asleep with smiles

instead i shall hide underneath the covers
and hear only one breath
mine 
missing you

there is a place. 
this place seems loud and chaotic. and i like it. there is spinning. 
music that you close your eyes and throw your head back to understand its melody
emotion worn on sleeves instead tucked deep down in burdens
nothing makes sense but fits inside circles that completes my nonsense
such nonense anymore.
i look around my apartment. wait.
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1. MY EX IS STILL...living in the house we both own

2. I AM LISTINING TO... the Eagles losing

3. MAYBE I SHOULD...go to bed. the colts just scored their 4th touchdown of the game

4. I LOVE...my apartment and my independence

5. MY BESTFRIENDS...angela, rachel, bree, cana and sometimes borsos

6. I DONT UNDERSTAND...my dad and stepmom

7. I LOST MY RESPECT ( Read more... )

sigh ( Read more... )

i wish there were more fonts in this world that i can get my hands on. i wish i felt like deleting old friends from LJ because im sure they want no business reading my shit. i wish my dad would sleep over xmas eve so i can have some family here at my apartment. or just company for that matter. i wish there was a bubble you can hide in for the ( Read more... )

i watched this pretty decent movie. carolina. i like girly movies that no one ever wants to watch with me. but the main male character was a writer. i love that. he said that its a writers job to judge someone's character within seconds of meeting them. its true. most of the time its the eastiest most normal part of meeting someone for me. fitting ( Read more... )

1. Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours ( Read more... )