So, last night i was in the hospital. I rode the meanest bull in Adrian, and caught a horn to the left eyebrow that knocked me out (so the video shows), then one to the cheek, then in the chest and the back. i was unconcious for about 35 minutes, and can't remember anything from what people are telling me happened in a 2 and a half hour span. Im ( Read more... )

God it sucks to be alone on Christmas...I have my family here, but i know you all understand what i mean. I wish i had someone to sit here by the fire with, just enjoying the day as it is, rainy and all. I guess we can't all get what we want when we wake up christmas morning ( Read more... )

There's a hundred years of thinkin', and a hundred years 'fore that; all gatherin' in the thinking goin' on beneath his hat ( Read more... )

So...i keep getting calls. always never not calling. I guess people are addicted. One hit and you're hooked, lol. I get invited to parties with people that i would have never dreamed of spending time with. I need to lay off though, i'm definately over-doing it. But no matter how many friends i meet, no matter how many places i go, no matter how ( Read more... )

So last night after work, i sat up writing a letter to joe. I know he wants to hear from me, but i can't send what i wrote. They say you're not supposed to send anything that would be depressing at all to a recruit. Problem is, i haven't had anything good to write about, so i'll edit the letter to only talking about him i guess. I was told once ( Read more... )

so, my life was recently ripped apart. Im just now okay enough to go out on my free time (thusly this entry.) i don't know what im going to do now... being with her really did mean everything to me and she doesnt even seemed phased...i don't know if she just didnt care anymore, or if i was really that terrible...but i guess now she can go out and ( Read more... )

so i suprised jessie today by being with marie as we picked her up to go to ashes grad party. i bought her a little siamese cat stuffed animal and some burts beeswax. i knw she likes the burts stuff, and bill wont let her have a cat so i got her one...kinda...anyway, we went to ashes, had a waterfight, or three. i somehow cut jessie's hand open ( Read more... )

yep, im a criminal, a miserable human, a mean, nasty, rotten person, and a very emotional feeling person who takes every little detail seriously. When i'm hurt, i want someone there with me to talk to, to help me through it. When someone hurts me, i want them to hurt too...not in an angry malicious way, just in a "wow, here's where i stand, please ( Read more... )

Sometimes i feel quite mindless

So...i went out shopping with jessie today...she got herself a purse that she has wanted since last week. it rocks, and im glad she's happy with it. While we were there, i got myself a MSI shirt, and another scene-like yellow/brown shirt that looks like a different version of my black one. While in the mall, we went into Game Stop to ompare that ( Read more... )