Summer... Is it over yet? For some reason this summer is worse than the others. I have a big dark cloud called my future hanging over my head. I'm being forced to think about it, and truthfully it's all just THERE. Ha ha... That's just me though. I'm constantly thinking about where I'm going, but never am actually able to get there even when I do ( Read more... )

Not that anyone probably cares or really reads what I write anymore, but here it goes ( Read more... )

Yeah... I haven't written in forever. I'm the worst LJer ever. :-p ( Read more... )

"Success is how high you bounce when you hit bottom ( Read more... )

Yes... I think that they are ( Read more... )

Well, the first traces of spring are here. The unbearable heat hasn't quite yet set in, and there is a lovely breeze in the air. You can smell new things growing all around you. The humidity has also come to frizz out my hair. Plants aren't the only things that are growing and in truth, my hair isn't the only thing freaking out ( Read more... )

I don't know what to write about... Yet I'm writing. Something just draws me to it. I have been pretty good lately. While I've had a lot to do, I'm just taking it one day at a time. That's all I can do at this point, since I'm tired of whining and bitching and moaning. I get tired of all the shit that goes on in my life and in the world, but I get ( Read more... )

Well, as usual, I haven't written in about a month. However, I haven't had the time, nor the desire to write, mainly because I've been feeling really crappy lately. Not really about anything in particular, just about MYSELF. About my faults, about my shortcomings, about my lack of connection to truly anyone or anything in this universe, about how I ( Read more... )

"If your confidence begins to lapse, take five to count your blessings. Intimates, aquaintance, colleagues, and even the dog or cat next door think you are smart, witty, attractive, generous, and reliable. So there ( Read more... )

Well... For all those wondering, I had a nice quiet New Year's Eve. For the first year in ages I didn't go hang out with my best friend Jenny. I truly was going to call her up and find out what she was doing, but I had a hunch that it was going to be alcohol and a club, and I just was NOT in the mood. Christy also invited me to her party earlier, ( Read more... )