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a new begining...lol again.
feeling rather frustrated. Life has been hard for years and seems unlikely to get any easier ( Read more... ) -
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i wish sometime i had come first in someones life, but always seem to end up near the bottom in the priority list, siblings, greater family (haha may as well not exist) work kids, just a little lonely and sad that I am not as important to people as they are/were to me. -
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yummy roast dinner, crap exam; another tomorrow, period so yet another month of trying donors. feeling blah -
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haven't posted for a bit, why bother........... whats there to say, i am totally fucked off, rose attacked me verbally and physically, not sure what would have happened if her father hadn't pulled her off me, and every one is like "poor rose" i am the one that was fucking hit for no reason ( Read more... ) -
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been a crappy week, got the car back 1200 dollars later, mum lent us her credit card and we have to pay her back. snowed and had sam home all week and i have been in bed with a shitty head cold. ovulated the snow day but a donor came by so am hoping it worked as i havent had anything to help my cold in case ( Read more... ) -
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been snowing all day, unbelievable. had a donor come today so here's hoping i guess.
did some hoovering, but i am not showering in that icebox of a bathroom. want pancakes but dont think that is happening any time soon. -
it was a Monday
day really didnt start off well and gradually got worse. kids didn''t get up, rose had no socks so sulked and refused to go to school, so told her no computer for a week, went to school and my two main teachers were off so had relievers so stayed in boyds class (year 4and 5 kids) and then had my year 8. mondayitise must have been in force as they ( Read more... ) -
note worthy
today was a good day, dont have many so it is note worthy, drew took the kids to school and I slept in for a bit, then we had mackers and did the meat shopping, took the destroyed earthquake crap from the kitchen to the tip, got sam, went to get lining and drew cocked up and got raincoat material, lmao ( Read more... ) -
alive sort of.........
we are still alive and nothing has changed. major earthquakes have left us with nothing, no insurance, a huge hole in the ceiling of the lounge and 20 grands worth of my fab crystal and crockery and trio collections destroyed ( Read more... ) -
update
home detention is finished, community service is underway, the law and govt depts are still not high on my good list, drew kept his job but with less hours and he is also now bankrupt, oh joy. xmas is over, it was the usual drunken debacle as always, melanie was the usual $2 shopper, she got a loan and has tattoed her eyes with eyeliner, got ( Read more... )