Hello to whomever reads this (most likely myself in another 5 years)

It has been five year since I last written. A lot has kinda happen. About that engagement? I did marry Will. We have had our ups and downs like all couples but we are happy and in love. He is still a sailor, and we are stationed in Washington state. We have two dogs (Ein & Winslow ( Read more... )

Will has been gone for a month now. I miss him so much. I'm like a freaking zombie without him. The song "I can't smile without you"  keeps playing in my head. I just got off the phone with my dad. He can't get it through his head that I don't want to be a teacher. I have no passion for it. I was telling them about my trip to Chicago. They kept ( Read more... )

I'm noticing that I am a huge black sheep...at work, at school. and at home. Everytime, my grandparents plan some fun even with my family...it is always when I am working. it's retarded. I would like to go out and have some fun. but noooooo. it hurts. they even go out to dinner without me. Then last night, they were being so rude and insensitive. ( Read more... )

So I'm at my new job right now. I'm a hotel front desk clerk. It's pretty awesome. My coworkers are laidback. The hotel is next to the ocean. The only sucky part is that working two jobs plus going to school is a bummer

I got me a boyfriend.

His name is William.
He is turning 22 in 9 days.
Brown hair. Amber eyes.
*sigh* yup. he's mine.

Monday-Wednesday

ECS 101      8:00A-9:30A
ECS 100      9:30A-11:00A
Pol Sci 103    11:30A-1:00P
Astro 100    1:00P-2:30P

Work        3:30-9:30p

Tuesday-Thursday
Art 101        11:30A-1:00P
Phil 114    1:00P-2:30P

Friday, Saturday, Sunday
I work.

This is why I shall be a bitch. My apologies.

All I want for the holidays is

not a boyfriend though that would be nice

not plane tickets because i would have to come back

all i want is a place of my own
which is decent and in my pay range

because lets face it

i am going insane here

i finally got a day offf. they wake me up early to say "you slept enough. now clean!"
soo i get my body all hyped up for ( Read more... )

  this could just be nonsense. but i have this huge fear that i have a STD. or as the gov't wants to call it "STI". i think it is from all these "in your face" presentations and ads. it scares me. makes me feel stupid for being soo reckless. however, i am not that reckless

i think this stress is making me go crazy

Psychoanalyze Yourself; Don't read ahead, just answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means at the end. (No cheating! )

This is pretty cool!

1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who is with you?

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?

3. What ( Read more... )

I freaking miss you all.
seriously.
I fucking miss Imperial
I want to go home