ok, so if any of you have followed my writings i have kinda been down on love, relationships and stuff, and just kinda well had a bad outlook on things, but that has all changed. i met this amazing girl, and she has made me feel things i never thought i would feel again. she makes me smile, she makes me laugh, she makes my day in every way. I miss ( Read more... )

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ok, so whats the attraction about men in uniform? or more so men in military or police uniforms? i wear a uniform shit i have owned lots of uniforms for ems and never one has gotten me a girls number, at least i dont think it has. i know there are a guys that get girls numbers in uniforms, in maryland it seems to be fire fighters in their regular ( Read more... )

set to some punk/rock tune ( Read more... )

wow what am i doing wrong in life. does anyone else feel like no matter what they do or try to do they cant win when it comes to things like love. i mean, i find these girls, talk to them, get interested in them and then 1 of 3 thigns happens. either they dont want a bf and a week or 2 later have one, like me but at the same time like someone else ( Read more... )

why the fuck does this happen, girl breaks up with guy, another guy, me likes girl, but cuz of other things and ofther feelings and jsut lots of shit, guy decides to keep his mouth shut, and will be hurt over and over again czu he will see girl and never be with girl, now guy, me wants to shoot himself or drink himself silly. stupid whatever, time ( Read more... )

ok, not to be melodramatic, but i have a feeling that this birthday is gonna suck balls big time. i just have this feeling that tis gonna suck cuz first off, my original plans are being pushed till september sometime, which is cool cuz my friend didnt forget about my bday, just other shit to do and its all good, my other plans i dont know if they ( Read more... )

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just to let everyone know that may have been wondering where i was for the past almost week and a half or so, 2 weeks if yuou stretch it out, i have been at my fire house, the hospital, a church, funeral home, or graveyard. or going broke buying shit at home depot. one of hte greatest men i know died the other week, and we layed him to rest. this ( Read more... )

ok 2 things on my mind, both spurred by my drive home from NJ today. God I love driving, the thinking juices really start to flow ( Read more... )