so I dont generally talk about boys I meet very often
mostly because most tend to go real sour real quick
and it's easier to just not acknowledge there existence

But I met someone I really like

It's weird, it's a little too perfect to be believable

I'll get back to you about it

also; kait you might be the only person that reads this 

 I still do things every day to impress you
You are so far away
I haven't talked to you in months 
But you still control everything I do
FUCK YOU

I still love you 

I don�t wanna talk
About the things we�ve gone through
Though it�s hurting me
Now it�s history
I�ve played all my cards
And that�s what you�ve done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That�s her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a ( Read more... )

 Hi, do you still read this?
I miss you every day
I've changed a lot since...
I think you'd love me now
We'll never find out 
But that's okay, you don't deserve me 
I miss you more then anything
I think about you every day without fail

 Sometimes I have unrealistic ideas about my future.  I always picture myself working but i always have this idea that at some point im going to be a housewife.  But I mean it in the best way possible, I guess it makes me sound pretty ignorant, feminists would hate me.

But the way I see is that my mom was an awesome female role model
She worked all ( Read more... )

Katie, don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, it's not mine, but I want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there and)
You're probably ( Read more... )

 Not to sound incredibly cliche or anything but;

I've been feeling really alone lately....

and also;

I wanna be held

When I think of being happy and in love
I usually think of laying in bed and cartoons 
There would also be video games and weed                                                (I am not a bad person)
And lots of pillows and blankets 
Whenever ( Read more... )

It's weird going back almost 4 years now in this
And seeing the entries about Danny
I know we were so young 
But I really did love him

I know I was the one who messed up 
So ultimately it was my fault 
But there's part of me that still loves him
I feel like there always will be that part of me

He's so sick now and I don't know what to do
That seems to be ( Read more... )

I don't even know who he is anymore
I know this because I'm not the same person I was 
So he musn't be the same person he was
But I know I would still love him
I  needa meet someone 

Get out of my head.
I just want to care about someone else.
Fuck heartache.

Hi.
Someone save me.