I really enjoy video games.

See I'm not ALWAYS emo

Just like...90% of the time

I am constantly looking for reasons to talk to you 

I have done a fantastic job at pretending these last few weeks ( Read more... )

 I got over one heart ache by focusing on an old one 
Now I'm worse then before 
Ugh my life is a joooooke

I hate sleeping alone.

 Sometimes I really miss acting 
I love Stage Managing but its so much work with so little rewards

I guess I'm perfectly fit to be a SM
Actors are glamorous 
I'm just awkward and nerdy 
Tech is where I belong

This awful emo slump of mine is terrible 
I really need to get out of it

I need someone to care about  

I don't even know what I'm doing wrong anymore... 

I feel like right now is the calm before the storm  

 This boy is amazing

 i dont want to write this entry 
talk about what happened 
and cry

So I'm not going to

Sometimes it seems like my life is surrounded by fog
Thanks God for my Lighthouses