we are going to college...insaneee and sad :(

we are done.
seenyahs yo seven.

1 day left of high school. that's absolute absurdity.

worst year ever..high five!

oh wow thank goodness tomorrow is friday
this week has been crazy long

i hate partying. haha, i hate it. and that's probably not normal, and that's probably, in the eyes of many, completely seemingly unfounded...i mean i've never been caught, i've never had to go to the hospital and get my stomach pumped, i've never been arrested (knock on wood for all of these), but idk, i just hate it. i woke up this morning fine, ( Read more... )

so things can go from 60-0 in very little time ( Read more... )

i felt like updating. i don't know about what though...well i decided i've been happy lately, so that is good i suppose. i think i'm beginning to lose motivation though. i just want to slow down, take one day and stay in bed the entire time-we need a snow day- and just be warm and lazy and content. i've been really really trying to balance ( Read more... )

there's something worse than being happy or sad, and that's not knowing which one you are. it's terrible not knowing whether you're happy or sad, or which one you should be. but i guess because that situation is terrible, that automatically makes you terrible. but then if you decide that you're terrible, you now know whether you're happy and sad ( Read more... )

i am so goddamn flawed.