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so things can go from 60-0 in very little time.
last night we drove, halfheartedly and towards nothing...i ended up going home, making myself feel better by entering names into my new cell phone. that's not the way things should be.
i blame myself for my current situation, but i can't help but feel like i was doing fine, suddenly to hit a bit of turbulence and absolutely nosedive. i keep falling through levels lower than i knew existed.
last night we drove, halfheartedly and towards nothing...i ended up going home, making myself feel better by entering names into my new cell phone. that's not the way things should be.
i blame myself for my current situation, but i can't help but feel like i was doing fine, suddenly to hit a bit of turbulence and absolutely nosedive. i keep falling through levels lower than i knew existed.