i leave for bonnaroo in two days. so surreal. i can't even tell you the feelings i have about going. my mom bought me a huge new hiking backpack for my birthday to pack all my stuff in. its awesome, tons of buckles, support. etc. meeting up with the guys on tuesday to go grocery shopping and get the rest of our supplies. wednesday at 4 am, we head ( Read more... )

i am almost 100 percent sure i am getting a banjo for my birthday. this makes me so happy i could cry. i really hope i do it some justice and learn everything i possibly can ( Read more... )

i feel so lost lately. i always get like this. i don't feel happy. i feel neglected sometimes in my relationship. sometimes in my relationships with people/friends. i don't know. i wish i could be happy. life is too short to be miserable. but something inside my head tells me that i'll never fully be like that. who am i trying to kid anyways ( Read more... )

i've become a miserable excuse for a human being. i have bronchitis and pneumonia right now. going insane locked inside my house. inside my room. my feet are cold. my head hurts. i can't stop heaving mucus out of my throat, coughing until i can't breathe. worst thing ever ( Read more... )

watching grease in my room. just watched americans next top model with erin and sara. ate some pineapple. my life is exciting. haha. spent the day with matt. i'm so happy lately with him its absurd. actually i was never unhappy with him so it hasn't changed. hes the best guy i've ever dated, hands down ( Read more... )

some people just deserve each other. secrets don't make friends. duhhh.

skipped almost all my classes this week. i'm hovering between a solid stint of depression or just straight up apathy. stupid. emotionless. just one of those weeks i guess ( Read more... )

i think you've finally crossed that line of being goofy and funny to downright obnoxious. i feel like i don't even know you anymore. its embarrassing when people tell me how annoying/obnoxious you were acting. it's weird because i've always kind of looked up to you in a strange way. i felt as if i could talk to you about anything, at this point i ( Read more... )

at adeles with nikki. spent way too long goofing off and not paying attention. i suppose me showing maura and nikki silly facebook videos/asking for their opinion on clothes i want doesn't really help me at all ( Read more... )

things around here are slightly crazy. i'm at the library right now. waiting for erin to get out of class so we can go grab lunch at ze dining hall ( Read more... )