I think im depressed about the one thing that makes me the happiest---
but that one thing keeps breaking my heart, into smaller and smaller pieces by the day.
the longer i hold this in the worse it gets
but i need the right time and place,
and it hasnt happened

Does anyone ever read this stuff anymore?
or is it now just myspace and facebook

i broke my toe

i need to vent
i am going to explode
this is killing me
and burning holes in my chest
i just wish i knew the right person to confide in
someone i could trust
who wont judge
i toss and turn all night
and have horrible gut feelings

***sigh***

UGH i hate liars!!!
i cannot emphasis enough how much i HAATTEEE them
now i know everyone does it once in awhile, but cmon why lie bout stupid small stuff?
you know you're gunna get caught
ughhhhh

i dont know why or how you could do this to me

so i started watching weeds....yah i know a lil late but better than never. starting with season 1, episode 1...and working my way to season 5....which i think started last night ( Read more... )

everything is falling into place

just one more week of stress and then im home free

yay soooooo excited!

Ugh now LJ is all screwed up and not posting everything, w/e ( Read more... )

Ugh I cannot wait until I am off my meds. I seriously hate them. It makes me soooo moody and I don’t think they are even helping. Granted ive only been on them a month or so ( a little less) more like 3 weeks, and the dr said it could take anywhere from 1-6 months to see any improvement but still this is ridiculous. For $350/month I expect to feel ( Read more... )

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Crazy!