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Ugh now LJ is all screwed up and not posting everything, w/e
So now on top of everything I just went upstairs to make food and on my way back to my desk this girl ran to the bathroom and started throwing up…the walls are pretty thin and I heard it all. Ugh I wanna puke now. Could barely get my lunch down and now I feel sick. Awesome. And im like beyond moody I don’t know why. What I wrote in my last entry that LJ cut out/didn’t post. I went outside earlier to make a phone call and I noticed I have a voicemail. I checked it and it was from my dr. saying they have my records and just need me to sign the release form to give me the folder. This was all said because about a week ago I had called, pretty pissed, and said I wanted my chart so I could go somewhere else. Well I was serious but at the same time half kidding. But for once they do something when I ask them to. Wow. So I called them to see what the deal was and they put meo n hold and I just said F it and hung up…im sooooo flippin moody I didn’t even wanna deal with them. I wish I could take some parts of my life and erase the last 2 years. I feel so bad, esp for my Bf and family and I guess just everyone who has to deal with me. Now don’t get me wrong, im not saying ANY of this for pity or for the attention, just venting, that’s what a journal is for right.
Anyway…..
So now on top of everything I just went upstairs to make food and on my way back to my desk this girl ran to the bathroom and started throwing up…the walls are pretty thin and I heard it all. Ugh I wanna puke now. Could barely get my lunch down and now I feel sick. Awesome. And im like beyond moody I don’t know why. What I wrote in my last entry that LJ cut out/didn’t post. I went outside earlier to make a phone call and I noticed I have a voicemail. I checked it and it was from my dr. saying they have my records and just need me to sign the release form to give me the folder. This was all said because about a week ago I had called, pretty pissed, and said I wanted my chart so I could go somewhere else. Well I was serious but at the same time half kidding. But for once they do something when I ask them to. Wow. So I called them to see what the deal was and they put meo n hold and I just said F it and hung up…im sooooo flippin moody I didn’t even wanna deal with them. I wish I could take some parts of my life and erase the last 2 years. I feel so bad, esp for my Bf and family and I guess just everyone who has to deal with me. Now don’t get me wrong, im not saying ANY of this for pity or for the attention, just venting, that’s what a journal is for right.
Anyway…..